富貴三春景，平安兩字金

今年除夕我為父親訂的點心
，真正的中式糕點
，從浙江郵寄過來，今天放在他遺相麵前，他應該會很開心。1月21日父親去世已經25周年了。我每天都在想念他。《尋夢環遊記》中說：“真正的死亡，是這世上再沒有人記得你。” 所以記得，就是活著。他說我長大了應該穿真絲旗袍，戴珍珠耳環。所以我訂製了60多條手工旗袍。整日戴著一幅Mikimoto的(de)珍(zhen)珠(zhu)耳(er)環(huan)。我(wo)常(chang)常(chang)想(xiang)他(ta)若(ruo)活(huo)著(zhe)
，我(wo)會(hui)帶(dai)著(zhe)他(ta)乘(cheng)漢(han)莎(sha)航(hang)空(kong)去(qu)德(de)國(guo)走(zou)走(zou)。我(wo)陪(pei)他(ta)住(zhu)最(zui)好(hao)酒(jiu)店(dian)，請(qing)他(ta)吃(chi)米(mi)其(qi)林(lin)大(da)餐(can)
，陪(pei)他(ta)去(qu)古(gu)老(lao)的(de)咖(ka)啡(fei)廳(ting)，我(wo)們(men)手(shou)挽(wan)手(shou)在(zai)萊(lai)茵(yin)河(he)畔(pan)散(san)步(bu)。他(ta)是(shi)我(wo)的(de)男(nan)神(shen)，也(ye)是(shi)我(wo)的(de)靠(kao)山(shan)。我(wo)父(fu)親(qin)是(shi)一(yi)個(ge)活(huo)得(de)特(te)別(bie)通(tong)透(tou)的(de)人(ren)，他(ta)把(ba)重(zhong)慶(qing)黃(黃)金(jin)地(di)段(duan)渝(yu)中(zhong)區(qu)棗(zao)子(zi)嵐(lan)埡(ya)78號的一幢別墅給了國家

，當年國家安置了九戶人家住在裏麵長達幾十年。1987niantagongzuodezhongguoshuidianbajuyoufulifangkemai
，taquemeiyoumaifang
，tazheyishengdoumeiyouziyidefangzi。taqueconglaimeiyoujiaodetaguodebuhao，womendesankouzhijiaguodewubixingfu，worenshengdegaoguangshikejiushizaiguizhouwujiangxiaozhendetongnianshiguang。talikaiwomenyijing25年nian了le
，還hai有you這zhe麼me多duo人ren懷huai念nian他ta，因yin為wei他ta從cong來lai都dou明ming白bai錢qian財cai畢bi竟jing是shi身shen外wai之zhi物wu。我wo們men最zui重zhong要yao的de是shi生sheng命ming和he真zhen正zheng的de人ren生sheng。我wo真zhen的de希xi望wang可ke以yi終zhong生sheng工gong作zuo
，因yin為wei我wo的de工gong作zuo可ke以yi幫bang助zhu和he影ying響xiang每mei一yi家jia中zhong國guo三san甲jia醫yi院yuan和he願yuan意yi進jin步bu的de優you秀xiu醫yi生sheng。地di球qiu自zi轉zhuan億yi萬wan年nian，世shi上shang分fen日ri夜ye，夏xia至zhi太tai陽yang照zhao在zai北bei回hui歸gui線xian上shang
，日ri長chang夜ye短duan
，冬dong至zhi則ze相xiang反fan。為wei什shen麼me人ren類lei隻zhi能neng在zai這zhe奇qi異yi星xing球qiu上shang短duan暫zan存cun活huo幾ji十shi載zai？卻que還hai要yao受shou盡jin各ge種zhong苦ku楚chu？生sheng命ming為wei什shen麼me這zhe樣yang吃chi苦ku？隻zhi因yin人ren心xin貪tan婪lan。所suo以yi我wo們men要yao把ba每mei一yi天tian每mei一yi刻ke的de時shi光guang過guo好hao。因yin為wei生sheng命ming僅jin此ci一yi次ci，無wu比bi珍zhen貴gui。我wo就jiu是shi要yao這zhe個ge世shi界jie有you一yi束shu光guang為wei我wo而er打da，我wo就jiu是shi要yao有you一yi個ge舞wu台tai為wei我wo而er亮liang，我wo就jiu是shi要yao這zhe個ge世shi界jie上shang有you一yi些xie人ren為wei我wo而er來lai，這zhe非fei常chang非fei常chang重zhong要yao。2023年來了
，富貴三春景，平安兩字金，願天下所有人新春吉祥。萬事盡頭，終將如意。

I ordered some authentic Chinese pastry mailed from Zhejiang province for my father this New Year’s Eve. He would have been happy seeing his favorite. He has been gone for 25 years, and I miss him every day. There’s a quote in the movie Coco. "The real death is that no one in the world remembers you." Death is not the end of life, forgetting is. He used to say that I would grow up as a lady dressed in silk Qipao, wearing pearl earrings. And I still remember his words today, and that's why I customize more than 60 hand-made Qipao and always wear a pair of pearl earrings from Mikimoto. If he were still with us, we would travel to Germany via Lufthansa, stay in the luxury hotel, enjoy a Michelin feast, take a sip in an old Café, and walk hands in hands along the Rhine. My father is my hero, my backup.My father is a man with great wisdom. He donated his property, a mansion in prime location in Chongqing, to the local government, where the government resettled nine families in for decades. In 1987, SinoHydro Engineering Bureau 8 Co., Ltd, where my father used to work at, launched government-subsidized housing, but he did not buy one, or own any property his whole life. However, he is very content with his life. Our family of three had a happy life in a small town of Wujiang in Guizhou province, which I cherish the most.My father has been gone for 25 years, until today there are still many people missing him. I know he's a man who counts money for little, and he thinks nothing is more important than living a real life, and this helps shape my life philosophy. I hope that I can work for a lifetime to help every ambitious and excellent doctor and each Grade Three Level A hospital in China. The Earth has been rotating for billions of years, and the world is divided into days and nights. The Earth orbits the Sun making longer days and shorter nights in summer and vice versa in winter. Humans live a short life on this beautiful planet, but some of them live with pain and hates. Why? Because they have a greedy heart. And that’s why we should cherish every day of our life because we only live once. All I want is that there is a beam of light especially lighting up for me, that there is a stage specially set up for me and that there are people especially coming up for me. Wealth flows like water, Peace stands like gold, 2023 is here, and I wish all a happy Chinese New Year and everything will be okay in the end.