
我想起2020年10月21日的清晨6:26分突然驚醒。夜裏我做了個噩夢,我滿臉是淚。我的兒子好像才六歲的樣子,我們一路被壞人追殺,兒子被迫掉進了下水道,我拚命叫:“兒子,你在哪裏?”兒子應我:“媽媽,我在這裏。”我wo的de手shou機ji又you舊jiu,沒mei有you定ding位wei,天tian又you黑hei,完wan全quan找zhao不bu到dao任ren何he一yi個ge人ren來lai救jiu我wo們men,我wo嗓sang子zi都dou哭ku啞ya了le,最zui後hou兒er子zi依yi靠kao自zi已yi的de力li量liang走zou出chu了le黑hei暗an,滿man臉lian都dou是shi傷shang,非fei常chang可ke怕pa,現實中我與兒子過得非常幸福,沒有人要殺害我們。原來被人殺害如此可怕。昨天深夜我又回到了如夢如幻的10月無錫,喬木之城,溫暖而美好,世界卻有一個地方叫加沙。有時候我們的眼睛可以看見宇宙,但我們卻看不見社會最底層的悲慘世界。巴勒斯坦的每一個人來到世上,他們的生命都有價值。
I remember, at 6:26 in the early morning of Oct 21, 2020, I woke up with a start. That night, I had a nightmare with tears streaming down my face. My son was around six years old. We were chased by a bad guy all the way, and my son fell into a drain. I shouted, “Where are you, son?” And he answered, “Mom, I’m here!”My phone was old and had no GPS, and it was so dark. Nobody could be reached to save us even when I cried myself hoarse. In the end, my son struggled out of the darkness by himself, with wounds on his face. It was so horrible. In reality, my son and I live a happy life. There’s no threat of killing. I realized it is so terrible to undergo that threat. Yesterday, late at night, I came back to Wuxi in October, a dreamlike city and city of trees. It’s warm and beautiful. Yet, there is also a place in this world called Gaza. Sometimes we can see the universe up high, but we lose sight of the miserable part of the society in the bottom. Every individual of Palestine who comes into the world has their own value in their lives.
